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Hi tinu,

first of all sorry for what you are experiencing.

If you can't feel, sounds like despersonalization/desrealization, wich is a common hppd's symptom. HPPD its coin often occurs with visual disturbances, as tracers/palinopsia, aura, halos, double vision....

My advice, check the info in our forum and try to found help when you "know" what is wrong.

Dp/dr is also a autoinmune disease's symptom and try check your body temperature. If is accompanied with fever, check tyroids, lyme and other autoinmune diseases. As I said, dp/dr with visuals, can be hppd, but that sensations can happen for other reasons, as anxiety, drug psicosis induced...

Hope that help you and wish you luck my friend

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