Missjess Posted February 27, 2014 Report Share Posted February 27, 2014 Everything just keeps getting fuking worse, I tried to take sarcosine to help me...made me feel worse.. I accidentally had lemon lime and bitters from a pub and forgot bitters has alcohol in it! Since then I seem to have lost my "body grounding" like my body feels like a stick and like there is nothing there and now my surroundings look a bit "swishy and moulded together" like my brain can't distinguish a separateness from things everything just looks like one big mess!! My vision looks static, I cannot stand noises and sounds now I need to get fuking ear plugs!! This came at horrendous timing coz I have my trip to Brazil tomorrow for healing and feel I cannot go I feel totally fuking disabled mentally and physically what do I do :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted February 27, 2014 Report Share Posted February 27, 2014 Well, I had my body morphing into different shapes... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted February 27, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 27, 2014 Well, I had my body morphing into different shapes... What the actual fuck!!.... That is scary as hell ! I'm already fkn scared out of my mind being like this!! I need to buy ear plugs and fuking sun glasses tomorrow! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted February 27, 2014 Report Share Posted February 27, 2014 Or some camomile tea. Try to realize that this is just uncomfortable and can´t really hurt you. It can be scary, but there´s nobody doing this to you. You are safe! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted February 27, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 27, 2014 Well this is all very new to me & it does scare the shit out of me!! This is way worse then Dpdr Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StateOfRegret Posted February 27, 2014 Report Share Posted February 27, 2014 I feel for you :/ Do you still maintain that you do not feel anxiety? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted February 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 28, 2014 Well...I started to feel a little uncomfortable yesterday yes..I could feel a little anxiety coming on :/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hppd24years Posted February 28, 2014 Report Share Posted February 28, 2014 StateOfRegret u really like regurgitating what peeps say on here and then rubbing salt on their opened wounds eh?? VERY STRANGE WITH A DASH OF ECCENTRIC!! Anyhoot try not to polytetrafluoroethylene (pollute) be good!! Hppdanduknowtherest. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StateOfRegret Posted February 28, 2014 Report Share Posted February 28, 2014 Huh? I think you're misinterpreting me completely. The reason I am asking is because I know first hand how anxiety can cause all sorts of seemingly very real symptoms, especially when you're not aware that anxiety is in fact the cause (which I am not saying that it is in Missjess' case, necessarily :-)) I want the best for every member here. That doesn't mean I have to sugar coat everything I say. You judge unfairly, hppd24andsoforth Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted February 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 28, 2014 I know for a fact anxiety is not the cause for me tho...I deff have mild hppd Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StateOfRegret Posted February 28, 2014 Report Share Posted February 28, 2014 Right, I am not disputing that :-) I just know that anxiety has caused me some strange symptoms in the past. I still have HPPD, no question about it, and so do you, I believe. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted February 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 28, 2014 Well I have had dp for 7 years before I got hppd...and I had not had anxiety for about 4 of this years so it's deff not anxiety..I only got these weird hppd symptoms recently and I believe Iboga was the trigger and alcohol But these odd hppd symptoms have deff caused me some anxiety as I'm sure u can probly see ! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StateOfRegret Posted February 28, 2014 Report Share Posted February 28, 2014 I see, thanks for clearing that up :-) I was precisely reacting to the panicky tone in some of your posts, but I think I understand now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted February 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 28, 2014 Hahaha well yeah they were panicy coz I didn't know wtf was going on!!! I've never ever experienced hppd in my life and there was something different going on for sure !! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gill Posted February 28, 2014 Report Share Posted February 28, 2014 Not trying to diagnose anyone, but in my experience the perception of the blurring of boundaries between your sense-of-self and the external world was DP/DR related. I think often people with Hppd also have DP/DR and may not realize it; although I know the OP mentioned it. My experience is that if you can reduce dissociation, Hppd becomes much less on the foreground of perception. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted March 1, 2014 Author Report Share Posted March 1, 2014 It's more then Dpdr as I've had that for 7 years...but ur right it feels like I'm rlly far over on the dissociative scale. But unfortunately I cannot take any kind of medication or supplement as they seem to aggravate it even more...I took a tiny proportion of sarcosine and it got worse, I tried jdtic it got worse, I had a tiny bit of alcohol it got worse.. Hopefully john of god can help me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iHaveSeenEvil Posted March 17, 2014 Report Share Posted March 17, 2014 My body felt weird when I first had my HPPD onset in December of 2013. They were never continuous, but I noticed weird shit. Sometimes my hands felt as though they didn't exist, or when I put my hands in my pockets I couldn't feel them. When I touched the back of my head it felt as though my hands were where my eyes should be. And sometimes I felt like I was about to start flying away. The worst was when I'd have weird vertigo, I felt like someone was pushing me with their fingers, like jabbing at me, and like gravity was going haywire. I felt really unbalanced and like I was being pushed. Was awful. Oh, and my right ring finger would feel like something was touching it. All of these felt 100% HPPD related. Cross my fucking fingers but I haven't had anything like that recently... For like a month. Think it's slowly getting better. Also, yeah sometimes it feels hard to tell things apart from one another. Everything looks like a mess versus separate objects. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted March 17, 2014 Author Report Share Posted March 17, 2014 OMFG that sounds so horrible!!! To feel like ur fingers r where ur face is!! Wtf lol and to feel like u have no hands in ur pockets!!! Ahhh fuk that Yup I got Thant too everything feels like 1 big mess with no boundary lines separating objects and things Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hppd33 Posted March 17, 2014 Report Share Posted March 17, 2014 I think Zyprexa will help you, ihad this too but it vanished when i got zyprexa. Since you dont have the fullblown hppd, it might work. Also Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Missjess Posted March 17, 2014 Author Report Share Posted March 17, 2014 Oh no I won't be touching an anti psychotic Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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