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Everything just keeps getting fuking worse, I tried to take sarcosine to help me...made me feel worse..

I accidentally had lemon lime and bitters from a pub and forgot bitters has alcohol in it! Since then I seem to have lost my "body grounding" like my body feels like a stick and like there is nothing there and now my surroundings look a bit "swishy and moulded together" like my brain can't distinguish a separateness from things everything just looks like one big mess!! My vision looks static, I cannot stand noises and sounds now I need to get fuking ear plugs!!

This came at horrendous timing coz I have my trip to Brazil tomorrow for healing and feel I cannot go I feel totally fuking disabled mentally and physically what do I do :( :(

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Or some camomile tea. Try to realize that this is just uncomfortable and can´t really hurt you. It can be scary, but there´s nobody doing this to you. You are safe!

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Huh? I think you're misinterpreting me completely. The reason I am asking is because I know first hand how anxiety can cause all sorts of seemingly very real symptoms, especially when you're not aware that anxiety is in fact the cause (which I am not saying that it is in Missjess' case, necessarily :-))

I want the best for every member here. That doesn't mean I have to sugar coat everything I say. You judge unfairly, hppd24andsoforth

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Well I have had dp for 7 years before I got hppd...and I had not had anxiety for about 4 of this years so it's deff not anxiety..I only got these weird hppd symptoms recently and I believe Iboga was the trigger and alcohol

But these odd hppd symptoms have deff caused me some anxiety as I'm sure u can probly see ! :)

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Not trying to diagnose anyone, but in my experience the perception of the blurring of boundaries between your sense-of-self and the external world was DP/DR related.    

 

I think often people with Hppd also have DP/DR and may not realize it; although I know the OP mentioned it.    My experience is that if you can reduce dissociation, Hppd becomes much less on the foreground of perception.  

 

 

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It's more then Dpdr as I've had that for 7 years...but ur right it feels like I'm rlly far over on the dissociative scale. But unfortunately I cannot take any kind of medication or supplement as they seem to aggravate it even more...I took a tiny proportion of sarcosine and it got worse, I tried jdtic it got worse, I had a tiny bit of alcohol it got worse..

Hopefully john of god can help me

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  • 3 weeks later...

My body felt weird when I first had my HPPD onset in December of 2013.

They were never continuous, but I noticed weird shit.

Sometimes my hands felt as though they didn't exist, or when I put my hands in my pockets I couldn't feel them.

When I touched the back of my head it felt as though my hands were where my eyes should be.

And sometimes I felt like I was about to start flying away.

The worst was when I'd have weird vertigo, I felt like someone was pushing me with their fingers, like jabbing at me, and like gravity was going haywire. I felt really unbalanced and like I was being pushed. Was awful.

Oh, and my right ring finger would feel like something was touching it.

All of these felt 100% HPPD related.

Cross my fucking fingers but I haven't had anything like that recently... For like a month. Think it's slowly getting better.

Also, yeah sometimes it feels hard to tell things apart from one another. Everything looks like a mess versus separate objects.

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OMFG that sounds so horrible!!! To feel like ur fingers r where ur face is!! Wtf lol and to feel like u have no hands in ur pockets!!! Ahhh fuk that

Yup I got Thant too everything feels like 1 big mess with no boundary lines separating objects and things

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