Sammywalker2009 Posted November 1, 2012 Report Share Posted November 1, 2012 My eyes are watering non stop I didn't get a good night sleep and the fact my visuals and light sensitivity are worse I'm feeling anxious and dr today sucks and I got to go out with family just wanna go to bed I need to find me a doctor asap Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay1 Posted November 1, 2012 Report Share Posted November 1, 2012 you should try and get a box of benzos for such days. Keeps me sane knowing I have a magic bullet Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mgrade Posted November 1, 2012 Report Share Posted November 1, 2012 Sam, I'm not feeling very good lately too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay1 Posted November 1, 2012 Report Share Posted November 1, 2012 I find autumn/fall is always a tough time.... Lots of pressure changes and less sun... I am sure they are yet another thing that sends us all loopy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
miketusa Posted November 1, 2012 Report Share Posted November 1, 2012 I'm not feeling good either:( Which is ironic considering that I went to bed thinking I felt amazing. It's not too cold here yet, so I doubt it's the weather. My dad just got a big bottle of Hydrocodones, so I snagged one, just for today! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sammywalker2009 Posted November 1, 2012 Author Report Share Posted November 1, 2012 Feeling a bit better now think going out for the day took my mind off it a bit plus I found out I got private healthcare so can get my op done quicker but It really does suck when you have a bad day I genuinely think sometimes I wish I could just fucking top myself and be done with it don't even feel depresses just angry and like fuck the universe lol but I never could or would do such a thing so I gotta persivere and hopefully get better Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mgrade Posted November 2, 2012 Report Share Posted November 2, 2012 Always good to leave that option OPEN: you can always put yourself down. But once you're dead, you don't have that option. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay1 Posted November 2, 2012 Report Share Posted November 2, 2012 the occasional benzo is better than death, i reckon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sammywalker2009 Posted November 2, 2012 Author Report Share Posted November 2, 2012 I'd never do it one cpuldnt put my family through it two wouldn't have the balls lol and I wanna live just sometimes that thoughts goes in my head lol that's how much this shit winds me up on a bad day lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jay1 Posted November 2, 2012 Report Share Posted November 2, 2012 That's the beauty of the benzo... If you use them wisely and sparingly, you might never have a proper bad, shit i wanna die, day again. I sound like a drug dealer.... come on man, by ma benzos... ten quid a pill, you'll never have a bad day again Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sammywalker2009 Posted November 3, 2012 Author Report Share Posted November 3, 2012 Haha you just closed me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mgrade Posted November 4, 2012 Report Share Posted November 4, 2012 today i didn't even have to use my a.k. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
John Smith Posted November 4, 2012 Report Share Posted November 4, 2012 i gotta say it was a good day hahaha epic song Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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