Sammywalker2009 Posted September 27, 2012 Report Share Posted September 27, 2012 Hello fellow hppder's I've had hppd for going on 18 months now caused from a single foolish night of indulgence 1 gram of MDMA alcohol and weed first time I'd ever done MDMA and foolishly took too much had about 600mg in total and probes done 300mg straight up anyway had the most extreme experience I'm guessing the MDMA o had was cut with some acid as the hallucinations I got were out of this world literally I was in a pitch black park but felt like I was in another universe of spirits that was all good however on the come down went home at 6 In the morning still tripping however my mind had convinced myself that what I was seeing was real now and I wasn't hallucinating anymore which made the experience all the more scary I had electric spiders coming under the door thousands of them all attacking ne with electric shocks and creating and army of machines all sort of invisible looking I was a wreck I thought I was spontaneously combusting (setting on fire from inside) didn't sleep for 3 days and had a week long comedown anyway it's been 18 months from the extremeness of that week and I still suffer with Visual snow this being the worse Floaters Sensitivity to light also very bad After images Starbursts DR I've found taking my mind off it the best help especially for DR but in any anxious inducing situation the DR hits me any ideas Also book reading has helped with it maybe not sure exercise was helping until I got a hiatus hernia which I'm waiting to have an operation on. I'm determined to beat this or at least have a dramatic decrease in visuals through any means any advice you guys ? Thanks Sammy :-) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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