My hppd has bin pretty bad for about a year now, it's bin getting gradually better. bin sober since last winter some time. Apart from getting really drunk for my buddy's 19 birthday a month ago. I've already had to come to terms with the fact that I'm never gonna smoke weed or do phsycadelics again witch is very hard for me to accept. I don't think I have enough will power to stop drugs all together though, and I'm thinking of trying cocaine with some friends who have done it. Would only be a one time thing. So I'm just wondering what experiences you guys have had with coke and your thoughts. I know it's not the brightest idea, but I wanna try it at least once