To explain - I don't think I am truly different people...but rather react / feel different about things depending on my mood. i think this is why the ols "multiple personality disorder" has been replaced with "disassociative identity disorder".
I am aware now that I can have 4 main thought frames - I am 1 person, but my attitude totally switches depending on how I feel.
2 are related to drinking, so if I can stop that - I will be down to two.
They say DID comes from a traumatic experience....not sure how many people got HPPD so bad they creid themselves to sleep the first 6 months. After 16 years, it still haunts me...
I am not religious - but to me heaven would be not seeing shit and having a balanced life...