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LookingGlass

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  1. To explain - I don't think I am truly different people...but rather react / feel different about things depending on my mood. i think this is why the ols "multiple personality disorder" has been replaced with "disassociative identity disorder". I am aware now that I can have 4 main thought frames - I am 1 person, but my attitude totally switches depending on how I feel. 2 are related to drinking, so if I can stop that - I will be down to two. They say DID comes from a traumatic experience....not sure how many people got HPPD so bad they creid themselves to sleep the first 6 months. After 16 years, it still haunts me... I am not religious - but to me heaven would be not seeing shit and having a balanced life...
  2. I never get totally better - but when I eat and sleep well, and dont drink (drinking makes it better while drinking, worse the next morning) I don't notice as much. As Jay said - you can get used to it and overcome. I routinely present to "professionals" in my trade of water / wastewater / flooding and even if I am bad I do well. Kinda makes you appreciate yourself more, knowing you can still function with fucked up vision.
  3. 16 years (end of this month) of tripping - I would never touch it again. If for some reason I stop seeing shit - I would never touch it again. I don't see the point. I did have tons of fun eating 5-8 hits every few days for 5 months, but after I took 25 and never stopped, I would kill to just be normal. Don't see why anyone would want to take more having been through what I have. Total hell!
  4. I agree - loss of sleep is the worst for me.
  5. I agree - loss of sleep is the worst for me.
  6. Hey Larry, I was not the longest poster on the old site, but was on alot and did post quite a bit in the time I was on.......finally made it here. i agree - sad not to see the posts from the people who I often recognized. I have had a hectic year for me - but found my way back here....see my post in depersonalization for my recent thoughts. Hope you are going good! LG
  7. Spent alot of time researching, not for the cause (as I was with ShaolinBomber in the past) but as to possible side effects. I have been diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder (eg multiple personalities). I have found 4 myself. Fits in with derealization and depersonalization. just wondering if anyone else has found the same...the cause for me is easy - getting over seeing sh*t for 6 months I wanted to black it out!!
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