I can only give advice based on my personal experience. Just give it time. I've been dealing with this since I was 17 years old (I'm 35 now). It will get better. Either the symptoms will eventually subside or you're brain will adjust and you will get use to it. If the disorder becomes to much to handle then you should seek professional help. What I'm trying to say is that it will become less of burden over time. It took me about 4 years to adjust but eventually my mind compensated to the affliction. The symptoms are still there but at this point in my life it's merely an annoyance. Try to participate in activities that you enjoy, even if you don't feel up to it. I forced myself to continue with my social activities and honestly, if not for my friends, i might have done something stupid and drastic. What I'm trying to say is that it will get better, you just need to give it some time. If you can find a doctor that will work with you...even better. I wish you the best of luck.
p.s. you are cute as hell. good for you.