shogun5553

Good idea, i want to try this when i can afford it

yeh well i have to agree here, its time to stop whingeing and start fighting. look ive gotten rid of hppd temporarily with straight 5-HTP (griffonia bean extract) pills. I took it one day and the next my visuals were gone. i cant remember what happened unfortunately, this was 10 or so years ago and i remember it stopped working at some point. So this 5-HT thing obviously has some bearing, or possibly...i hope. Also taking crank recreationally (everyday! LOL!) gets rid of it for me plus its gone for up to 3 months after i detox off the meth also...someone have a look into this stuff maybe. im going to. lets pool our info i reckon, plus experiences. We may just carck this thing! Theres obviously (obvious to me anyway) an answer to all of this, i believe if it can be broke with chemicals it can be fixed with them too. I feel it, i know that there is a fix out there for all of us. Come on people get working, thinking, complaining to every possible type of person until one of us or somone else finds a cure for us!!!

Oops...i was looking up actual glutathione prices...shit they're expensive. Got my wires crossed there. Ok well i hope that if i can get rid of my anxiety from this stuff then my visuals will dissipate a lot as anxiety worsens visuals for me. Plus that clear head and strength sounds good Thanks Gill and Brendan.

So this stuff has had an effect uh? Does it decrease your visuals or cancel them out entirely? How much is this stuff costing you? Cos it seems pretty steep to afford 600mg a day when its going for 24.95 for 60 x 50mg pills. Maybe im not looking properly, ill have another look for a cheaper price.

Good on you mate. Im glad to hear whats working for you and im sure as hell glad its working. I appreciate the support. Its a bastard of a thing uh? Im going to give meditation a try and probably some wing chun martial arts. Ill give almost anything a go really.

I have symptoms like anxiety, (normal i guess). I also have not experienced snow for at least 11-12 years. I get a visual like a lot of things have an evil feel, aura like. Contrast white and black like the shadow around a white light socket cause this evil feel, sometimes it hurts my eyes to look at. Its uncomfortable to say the least. I get this visual on peoples faces and heaps of other things and it all seems to focus around contrast. Hmm...i feel iv gotten onto something there now

Hey all, im new on this site. Ive had a look a few times and now ive decided to have a go and join in. A quick history...i first started experiencing my particular form of hppd in 1996-97 when i was 17. I was getting drug induce schizophrenia and the psychs decided to hep me up with respiradone. Bad idea! Ive had a bad trip constantly since then, apart from when ive been on methamphetamines (only straight biker meth). I highly recommend you dont choose to use this option as ive spent 3 1/2 years in prison over the last 10 years due to drug related offences. I think my symptoms went away on meth because of a couple of factors i.e. distraction is one, another i cant quite work out...funny thing is symptoms stay away for up to 3 months and no less than 2 months after i have stopped meth...? Someone please have a look at that and see what you reckon? I reckon something to do with the effects of meth for sure, its worth looking into. However, i feel ive suffered for 15 years due to not letting my brain deal with the hppd by filling it wuth other illicit drugs in the meantime. My symptoms at first were severe, i felt like id taken shrooms and was having a bad trip. My eyes would roll back in my head and i couldnt pull them down. I stopped the respiradone and the eyes rolling stopped but i still got attacks of bad trips that would last for as long as it took for me to find a place to lie down for half an hour or so and it would go away. I feel i dont have to explain how this was affecting my life!!! I started experiencing these bad trips constantly all day everyday not long after this (a few months). I felt only mild trip sensations compared to an actual trip, but still suffered immensely. It felt like i was in a pastel painting sometimes cos my visual distortions got so severe, i couldnt feel any depth perception. Now ive been off the meth for the umpteenth time in the last ten years, 11 months this time (not the longest one). I actually have noticed my visual distortions have calmed immensely over the years and they are almost tolerable now. Which i am far out grateful for but by no means satisfied with. However, i feel its going to get better over time. Ive noticed over the years that anxiety really amps up the wattage on my hppd, ive found if i force myself to relax (no easy feat ill let you no, self control abounds!) its a lot less intrusive. I feel there is hope out there! SSRI's ruin me... i havent tried anything else. One pschiatrist recommended i try seraquil (quitiapine) another antipsychotic! No friggin way is that gonna help! Careful whats on offer please...people like to experiment on you or think they should know whats best even if theyve never had any experience in this field (hppd), shut those people down immediately. Let people like that know its unsafe to just 'lets see how this one goes' It could seriously cause full fledged symptoms. Anyway, ive put myself out there now. Im keen to talk to anyone about this, any advice is sought by me PLEASE i need to live my life and its not happening so far cos of this. Im also here to help anyone of you if you feel the need to chat, i hope i can help. Catch you soon