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bryan12231

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  1. Trust me. I'm still stupid to this day. My visuals haven't gotten any worse to this date. Sometimes I feel like I go into modes where I obsess about them and notice certain ones more. The only one I can say that might be getting worse is my image ghosting. I'm starting to think it might be linked to an eye problem. Once checked ill post back but for the most part my DP/dr has been cured.
  2. Well if someone read correctly this wasnt an attempt to get people to try shrooms I said I was simply sharing my experience.
  3. I didn't do anything special I was around my girlfriend my best friend and his girlfriend. During that time though I had some inter reflection periods. Where I thought about who I am in the universe and about everyone and how the big picture is just as fuzzy to me as it is to everyone else. I found out more so enough that I'm with someone I really love and a further understanding that I need to live for myself in order to live for her. It was kind of a refreshing discovery but more or less a realization and a self reminder that was more profound then just telling myself that on a day to day basis when I'm freaking out from my hppd. There wasn't any afterglow just a sense of calm and retardation from staying up late lol. I was very anxious before doing it and very reluctant because of my DP/dr I already have. I almost just hung out and drank and played baby sitter because I had such an iffy feeling.
  4. It was a moderate dose. 2 grams. No real visual trip but was more of a body high/mental trip. A week ago from today is when I decided to do this. When I woke up feeling a bit different I had looked up how mushrooms had the potential to cure depression supposedly and it got me thinking. My symptoms of DP/dr have faded immensely. While I sometimes look at my limbs as being long I feel more unified. My visuals are still there but I never had anything to crazy besides visual static, image ghosting, image burn, trails, etc nothing to far off.
  5. Call me crazy and it wasn't really an intentional trial. I was offered to try mushers the past weekend and I was very reluctant due to my hppd. Almost not having tripped in over 2 to 3 years I dumbassedly did them. Coincidentally I woke up the next day feeling a bit more complete about myself and ever since the past weekend from this date I can say while my hppd hasn't changed my depersonalization has greatly decreased. I don't feel as depressed and I do still have instances where everything feels surreal I have a more sense of calm about everything. Now I'm not saying repeat after me. Just thought I'd like to share my experience. I remember going into it fearfully thinking what have I done but come out with a new perspective on my condition.
  6. well i know what the starbursts are trust me. Im talking about seeing a complete band of light go from the light source straight to the pupil in theory it would be bigger then a starburst.
  7. Is it just me or is everyone here with hppd able to see a full band of light emitting from the said light source (be it a light bulb or whatever) to your eye? It's only at certain angles but I def can see direct beams of light at night time. Also on another note would a rapid dilation of my pupils followed by them undialating be caused by anxiety or what would be the cause of that?
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