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  1. I don't think it could be a effect of meds, it started before I start benzos. It's the same nausea as the rise of MDMA. According to my psychologist these nauseas are neurological, it scares me very much because for me it means that they may never pass. I haven't lived for 2.5 months, the nausea exhausts me physically and mentally.
  2. Hi everyone ! I juste wanted to know if someone else experiences constant nausea located notre un the stomach but in the throat like a big pressure all day long ? Could it go away ? It's unbearable and make me really suicidal. I already done all the test (RMI, EEG, SCAN, blood test etc..). All clear. Anna
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    Hello, my name is Anna, I am 29. I have HPPD for 2,5 months, my life has become hell. Before I was dynamic, enthusiastic and funny, now I can no longer function normally, I am only a shadow of myself. I have very little hope due to my age, I'm afraid of never recovering. I am depressed and suicidal for the first time in my life. My story : I used cannabis daily for 10 years, from my 19 years to my 29 years, I stopped everything for 4 months this year, I felt so healthy and happy ! The last week of August I stupidly smoked every night while beeing on Prednisone (Corticoid) for a flu, until Monday the 28th when I woke up and nothing was like before. I did no bad trip. I also used small doses of Mdma (7), excstazy (20), mushrooms (2), LSD (1), cocaine (5) during the years 2018/2019 and only twice LSD in 2020. My symptoms started with a feeling of hangover that wouldn't go away but I knew there was something else, then derealization, dizziness, blurred vision and three days later I started experiencing all the symptoms of VSS. I didn't sleep for more than a month, I had to quit my job and go back to live with my parents (few days before the onset I had a promotion and find the house of my dreams). I passed all the tests, MRI, EEG, blood tests etc. All clean. Today I live daily with these symptoms: Full VSS (visual snow, static, pattern glare, afterimages, blue entoptic field, floaters, night blindness etc...) Constant dizziness Constant nausea Derealization Head pressure Tinnitus Anxiety/Depression Constant feeling of being high I have read many posts and I have already talk to people from this website, but I feel so hopeless that I wanted to post my story in order to know if a severe ça se like me had good chance of recovery, if some who recovered recognize himself. I feel so guilty, one joint too many and boom. I'm tapering off benzo because if think it's slows down my recovery and I didn't want to take other meds for the moment. I am just taking supplements and homeopathy. I walk 1 hour per day, meditate and do yoga sometimes, read some books, watch TV and cry a lot...
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