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Well you're not the only one y I do a lot relate to how much I relate to your post, same/similar chemical for me as well and weed (had) sadly put me back into that hppd headspace. This is coming from a layperson but it's my POV, I think there are individuals out there who have biochemistries that are a bit more sensitive/vulnerable (probably quite a lot of people honestly) to certain extrogenous drugs. Like taking amphs has a different high from one person to another or that person is sensitive to it; processeses it a certain way, or psychs cause somewhat persistent symptoms when someone else (ignores) the experience moments after it's happened mentally, one person gets anxiety from weed from the get-go another doesn't etc. Hoping sure there is a time soon me, u, anyone who has had the same experience (reddit/google shows this) can enjoy weed again without falling into the psych headspace that should have been long and passed years before.

Hi all. I've been alright these days from a mild hppd perspective I think I did have this but when I am sober and essentially not taking anything, including weed (which I want to go into) I don't have any real symptoms minus visual snow however I think I always had a bit of that anyway. For the cannabis use last time I tried it, same as other posters in this forum it re-triggered pre-existing symptoms I think and boom, back into the mild (either 2cb or MGS) headspace. So essentially now I am a little worried about even trying weed again, which is such a shame because I used to like it a lot and had some amazing experiences when high. I read about k-pin treatment, and how an individual with pronounced hppd was 'cured' during his alcohol withdrawals and/or k-pin treatment. Can someone enlighten me if this really works? And how is the k-pin treatment effective/how is it used.

" smoked weed everyday after that." yep that's what sparked it, sparked it for me too. I am a bit curious of the mechanism of how this can happen though, like psychs and that are eliminated from the body with a short half life in most cases, and I was "alright" for a while after the trip same as you I felt great, although I had one negative/bad one, had a bit of persisting symptoms but yep they diminished over time, still had random insights and that during that time, and nw that was how it should be. then lighted up a year later and boom back I came. it's like when you want it to stop you want it to stop. It will diminish over time I am almost certain for many of us just stay off the drugs and dont' smoke which I am also a bit disappointed about as I can't really enjoy it as much without being involuntarily blasted back, except maybe a bit of being taken back isn't such a bad thing, free mini trip right... but if it literally sparks it all over it ain't good I am sure you's know. I think at it's milder level hppd is probably more common than we'd think, psychedsubstance on youtube had this video and in it he went on about how acid wasn't the same as smoking weed and google or other forums will show people have milder residual symptoms (ig this would either be type 1 or some subclinical level to that) for some time after. anyone tried Lamictal?

Although I wouldn't say this is a severely bad thing I feel like yes my memory is shot, it's not just this it's also partly due to some depersonalization thing yet at the same time I have very good improved recall of certain events, especially (when I did) smoke.

I think the severity of the HPPD (you're probably going to say no shit) is related to the psych as well, like HBWS would be less severe than shrooms etc. I'd imagine getting mild hppd from a mild psych might not be such a bad thing and would actually be more related to the whole "I took it for this reason" just without the persisting visual hallucinations, and fleeting anxiety bit-much-too-soon headspace.

thanks. I read that ppi drug lan- whatever was useful with this, tried that for some acid reflux related disorder a while ago not sure if it made any difference, well I mean it had a few other side effects on other areas temporary I'll say. at the same time I understood at that moment clearly how antidepressents, anti psycotics, benzos or other releated drugs could be used to dull down experiences like this if one were to be so inclined. I think it has something to do with serotonergic receptor activation, although I don't recall the exact science, I probably always liked alcohol as this activates gaba, the brakes, which if my drug nerd science is even slightly correct would 'prevent' an efflux of serotonin which cannabis would have 'activated', and I know acid/tryptamines can like stay in your spinal fluid or the theories and stories some will say, but through whatever mechanism the cannabis again would have some link to that... funny thing happened recently I left the cinema and when I was waiting for two others to come out of the cinema, I saw this guy looking at me. and his face morph and/or there was a flash of visually hallucinated color for a couple seconds. bizarre, but slightly interesting and amusing experience, I walked out the cinema with my mates. tried to chalk it up to some other issue but I don't know of any other condition which can cause this. hmph, the brain is an interesting thing.

Hi all, I am gonna ramble a bit but I'd still like some guidance on this, or advice. I hope to get some assistance with this, although I am not certain I even have this, and I obviously hope have this is the disordered sense as it is from what I have read it's quite a disabling condition. Years ago I had experimented with some "mild" psychs, for a certain period of time I suffered what is described with the description of this, but naturally and thankfully it diminished over time, especially the anxiety. Lately I smoked some weed, had some flashback and it was horrible, now at first to humor it I thought it was just a really strong strain lol, but no, it did through some mechanism trigger it. For weeks now occasionally I have minor so-called flareups of this, at first I never thought much of it, it was actually enjoyable and because I was naturally more positive after this, people had responded slightly more friendly towards me due to the unity aspect (maybe it is just in my head idk) that psychs give you (this is a good thing, many take these for this effect alone), however since reading about (the description of this disorder) well I kinda wish I hadn't because ignorance was bliss, both in the aftereffect sense and also in the "I took it for this purpose anyway" sense, and since then minor "noticings" of a psych headspace although I do admit it's mild and not always bad causes anxiety. I have also been more actually aware of positive and negative vibes, including my own negative or unattractive traits, so someone elses minor irritability which then insist is never aimed at me directly rubs off bad on me, yet at the same time and I dont know if this is just in my head or not but my own (increased insight and very mild bad-trip-eske vibe that alternates with a pleasant mental experience) disturbs others around me. For instance my mam today said she felt unwell when going to work but she didn't know why, she is an caring person so potentially she is just sympathizing with my off state but I felt my "state" rubbed off bad on her or something, this is turn obviously upset me so I just empathetically wished her a great day and went back upstairs. Stuff like that. I don't know what to make of it. I have learned to control it in my own ways, It kinda feels like I am a bit more aware of things these days, as if some part of my brain or subconscious mind just got activated. My social anxiety also has become more of a thing although thankfully not to a severe level but I am a bit more uncomfortable; although I won't let it stop me I still go out, don't know if this is really a 'disorder' to this level as some simply take it again as I say for this purpose alone... I guess I am just not used to it yet, guys. Sometimes I drink alcohol to dumb it down, it's just hard to handle sometimes, maybe i should view this thing as a plus given it's mild instead of a disorder as true hppd is apparently rare. I I mean I thought about asking on the nexus website, others who have had these experiences do come to forums with the intention of trying to figure it out. Just don't know where to go really. So... now what? how bad do you's have it compared to this short story. edit: I do appreciate what I have said here came off as the ramblings of a psychotic person, I don't think that's what's going on here although I considered it, I think it's either a hppd syndrome or in fact, well, it is psychotic related. I came to post here as I feel I am having a flurry of psycdelics insights but maybe it is something else.