I'm Roman and almost 50 years old
I'm disabled diagnosed with bipolar with psychotic features, severe panic attacks, and other disorders
I live alone and have absolutely no support system although I've done everything I can to get help
I tried to go to the emergency room twice recently with no treatment
My doctor gave up on me after tests including a brain MRI
My symptoms aren't so much visual hallucinations although some of that persists, however the things I've suffered from this past week are agonizing and can't find much to alleviate the daily symptoms
It's been a living hell, with the occasional times where the extreme nightmare experience seems to go away for minutes, sometimes a few hours at a time, but there's always some kind of symptom combination every waking hour
I'm willing to go into more detail and need answers, ideas, and most importantly, a reason to keep fighting for my life