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freakin

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  1. I have headache from that day, because I’m really stressed, and I was little bit drunk that night.
  2. Hi I’m freaking out for like a one week.(sorry for my english in advice) I did a candyflip 13 months ago. Trip was amazing i felt great after that. I smoked weed everyday after that. Sometimes i had mild visuals, when i had a badtrip after weed. One week ago i was totally sober, and i felt asleep. When i passed out i had flashback. I saw a rainbow patterns when i closed my eyes. I was scarred af at that moment. I remember, when my friends told me stories about people, that never came back from a trip, and ended in assylum or jumped of the Window. I couldn’t focus on anything after that. I totally stoped to smoke weed, and i started to read about hppd on the internet. I couldn’t eat or sleep for 3 days. I have visual snow (but i probably had it before) i started to see afterimages, and when i look on something shiny it stays in my vision for few seconds. I had panic attacks, and derealisation. I didn’t had any visuals after that, but i have very strong visual snow, often afterimages, and i see some sparks for half of seconds sometimes. My symptoms are better when i don’t think about it, but i can’t stop thinking about it and I’m so scary that i can have another flashback. Can it be HPPD, or just visual snow caused by nerves? I’m hipohondric af too, but is it possible to get HPPD year after trip? I did it only once in my life. I think about it 24/7, and this visual snow, and afterimages drives me crazy. Pls help.
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