Okay Within the past 6 months I’ve started smoking weed mostly because it would really help my chrons disease and the pain I have to endure, about 4 months ago I tried lsd and it good, but I smoked some weed while on the peak and it was the weirdest experience ever, I was so dissociated and felt I was going through some sort of strange psychosis, it was horrible and scarring, after the experience I went back to normal and everything was fine but after this smoking weed has been terrible. I was getting flashbacks of the experience and weird memories from my childhood and very bad paranoia and anxiety when I smoked until eventually I got extremely severe derealization and depersonalization, I stopped weed for a month or two and tried again when the dpdr wasn’t so bad and it the anxiety wasn’t that bad at all. After this I tried mushrooms for the first time and it wasn’t a bad experience but I felt as though I was undergoing a full trip with ego death when I only took 1.5 grams, everyone thought I was faking lol. But the experience did help me quit the weed habit. After this I have had very blurred vision even though the dpdr isn’t that bad, I’m not sure if it’s visual snow or not, I haven’t had any other symptoms like hppd but I do see things moving when I concentrate and when I’m in the dark things move and breathe a noticeable amount and slight light sensitivity. It has been about over a month l since the mushroom trip, my question is, am I developing hppd?? I’ve read about it and I’m scared I messed up myself permanently, can anyone advice? Thank you so much!
