Rodertkarlsson

Aloha I to am from Canada bc.50 years of torture. Peace on the otherside not yet .the only place I've found that understand hppd is psych wards. They suggested a dog &meditation .tried lot's medication. What a nightmare. Clamazipam was most helpful. But dangerous. The most helpful thing is being outdoors. Nature will get us through this. I spend most of my daylight hours outside. I live in maui .a psychedelic wonderland.this place will heal u aloha

Aloha after 50 years of torture it feels like all we can do is participate in research and donate our brains to science I wish u the best let's help future generations 

Anxiety insomnia, dpdr are more worrying than visual effects. Insomnia makes me absolutely  crazy. Many suicide attempts. I can't take it anymore. I'm exhausted. I just  want to sleep for a long time. Doomed aloha

Thank u for ur feedback  it helps  alot so does jeff beck Aloha 

Aloha to me this Is the worst symptom. Seems to get worse with time. Indoors  is the worst. Being outside  helps alot.it helps embrace this permanent trip.yes visual snow drives me crazy. 

On 1/13/2022 at 12:44 AM, Blossy said:

Im 45 now, and my HPPD started 30 years ago, i've not done E or LSD for 24 years at least, nearer 25 for sure.

The Sky is so bright here I honestly see nothing bar the sun burning my retinas when I look at it!

My snow varies, at night it's the worst, during bright days there can be days I do not even notice it. As noted above, mindset my friend, try to look past it and focus on the content of the life in front of you, not the quality of the picture.

 

 

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I have  several. Eye issues. Obviously psychedelic enhanced, posterior vitreous detachment, cataracts, macula degeneration. I'm curious if this is coincidental or has something to do with hppd .going crazy .I'm exhausted. Aloha peace 

Aloha thanks for responding. Nice to know I'm not alone. I'm blessed as I live in maui a psychedelic wonderland.i spend most of my time outdoors  .embrace the permanence of this gift.whatever u resist  persists.im technology challenged. Mahalo 

Lots antisesure, antipsychotics, mood stabilizers, antidepressants, add stimulants horrible side effects. Clamazipam helps. Acceptance is the answer. I wish u the best.  Aloha

Started lsd at age of 13 .no parental supervision from this point  on.my love for psychedelics exploded.i got into mda,mdma,mushrooms, mescaline the real stuff, peyote, pcp,I shot,snorted, ingested & lsd eyedropper. I'm not glamorizing the toxic  sick behavior. I grew  up like a wild animal. What a waste  of life. I began selling lsd& got busted in 1979 ,went to prison & put on terrorist watch list. My point  is  I never  took psychedelics  afterward. Have  had hppd  for 50 years. I'm 64 now. I still  get harassment by feds.  If it's not  late don't ruin the rest  of ur life. Ur brain will torture  u till the end.my hppd seems to get worse as. Time goes on. Nice to be,able to share  this.it gets lonely.i wish u all the best. Aloha

Had one good experience with psychotherapy, psychiatrists  were  nightmare, side effects from  the drugs were awful. Can't take psychotropic at all.clamazipam is the only one that helped.medicall professionals know nothing  about this  . We have  to accept this .save other people Aloha 

I get this is a horrible thing we've done to ourselves. My experience is it never ends.it gets different. After 50 years it never stops actually  it's  getting worse. The brain damage is real.i feel tortured .thank for ur share. It's empowering  to know I'm  not alone the only people that understand are people that  have it & psych wards. We must accept it stay outside  from sun up to sun down enjoy ur psychedelic  enhancement. Medications have been  a disaster  have been  a disaster. Except clamaziipam. Maui is  psychedelic wonderland aloha

hppd ,story

Just now, Rodertkarlsson said:

Took  way to many psychedelics especially  lsd .have had hppd for 50 years. What a waste of life 

On 11/12/2021 at 7:06 AM, FrozenColdDonut said:

Did you try it?

I did psychedelics way to much I loved them 50 years  of HPPD what a waste of life

U only have 1 brain lsd will change it forever if u have to try psychedelics try something else u could be tortured the rest of ur life. Aloha 

Had hppd  for 50 years am clean  & sober now more detoxed I'm the more prolific hppd a living  nightmare many psych wards other attempts I don't want mention the best advice they gave me was meditate get a dog listen to music unfortunately the  psych wards know  the most  about hppd I wish  u all the best