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Rodertkarlsson

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  1. Aloha I to am from Canada bc.50 years of torture. Peace on the otherside not yet .the only place I've found that understand hppd is psych wards. They suggested a dog &meditation .tried lot's medication. What a nightmare. Clamazipam was most helpful. But dangerous. The most helpful thing is being outdoors. Nature will get us through this. I spend most of my daylight hours outside. I live in maui .a psychedelic wonderland.this place will heal u aloha
  2. Aloha after 50 years of torture it feels like all we can do is participate in research and donate our brains to science I wish u the best let's help future generations
  3. Anxiety insomnia, dpdr are more worrying than visual effects. Insomnia makes me absolutely crazy. Many suicide attempts. I can't take it anymore. I'm exhausted. I just want to sleep for a long time. Doomed aloha
  4. Thank u for ur feedback it helps alot so does jeff beck Aloha
  5. Aloha to me this Is the worst symptom. Seems to get worse with time. Indoors is the worst. Being outside helps alot.it helps embrace this permanent trip.yes visual snow drives me crazy.
  6. I have several. Eye issues. Obviously psychedelic enhanced, posterior vitreous detachment, cataracts, macula degeneration. I'm curious if this is coincidental or has something to do with hppd .going crazy .I'm exhausted. Aloha peace
  7. Aloha thanks for responding. Nice to know I'm not alone. I'm blessed as I live in maui a psychedelic wonderland.i spend most of my time outdoors .embrace the permanence of this gift.whatever u resist persists.im technology challenged. Mahalo
  8. Lots antisesure, antipsychotics, mood stabilizers, antidepressants, add stimulants horrible side effects. Clamazipam helps. Acceptance is the answer. I wish u the best. Aloha
  9. Started lsd at age of 13 .no parental supervision from this point on.my love for psychedelics exploded.i got into mda,mdma,mushrooms, mescaline the real stuff, peyote, pcp,I shot,snorted, ingested & lsd eyedropper. I'm not glamorizing the toxic sick behavior. I grew up like a wild animal. What a waste of life. I began selling lsd& got busted in 1979 ,went to prison & put on terrorist watch list. My point is I never took psychedelics afterward. Have had hppd for 50 years. I'm 64 now. I still get harassment by feds. If it's not late don't ruin the rest of ur life. Ur brain will torture u till the end.my hppd seems to get worse as. Time goes on. Nice to be,able to share this.it gets lonely.i wish u all the best. Aloha
  10. Had one good experience with psychotherapy, psychiatrists were nightmare, side effects from the drugs were awful. Can't take psychotropic at all.clamazipam is the only one that helped.medicall professionals know nothing about this . We have to accept this .save other people Aloha
  11. I get this is a horrible thing we've done to ourselves. My experience is it never ends.it gets different. After 50 years it never stops actually it's getting worse. The brain damage is real.i feel tortured .thank for ur share. It's empowering to know I'm not alone the only people that understand are people that have it & psych wards. We must accept it stay outside from sun up to sun down enjoy ur psychedelic enhancement. Medications have been a disaster have been a disaster. Except clamaziipam. Maui is psychedelic wonderland aloha
  12. U only have 1 brain lsd will change it forever if u have to try psychedelics try something else u could be tortured the rest of ur life. Aloha
  13. Had hppd for 50 years am clean & sober now more detoxed I'm the more prolific hppd a living nightmare many psych wards other attempts I don't want mention the best advice they gave me was meditate get a dog listen to music unfortunately the psych wards know the most about hppd I wish u all the best
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