Helen

I smoked some dabs which I would often use with lsd. A bit of a high off of bud is usually fine- but I got sent back into my body when I was having a bad trip where my body got distorted mentally so it felt that way. my body felt wrong no matter what I did and my muscles were twitching while it looked like I was using a fish eye lense almost. I had to have my friend hold me and distract me till I wasn’t feeling crazy anymore. I didn’t remember how to act normal or talk in a conversation like usual either, like on tabs. I get anxiety and potentially have ptsd. It was NOT worth it. I’m now scared I’ll slip into it without being high and I get scared I’ll never pop back to normal if I fall Into that without being on anything. I feel like if I focus can tune into the same feeling and I worry I’ll get stuck that way. I get wanting to be high like before.... but it’s simply not the same. For me for sure at least. It’s...really scary. I felt on the brink of total madness trying to find ways to snap out of it but they’d usually only seem like they’d make it worse. Only a single hit of dab caused it all to crash down in full.