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also, @cosmiccharlie just curious - what sort of HPPD symptoms did you have? For me right now trails are giving me a ton of grief - i can’t move my hands without a huge blur following it. super distressing : (

Thank you so much for the response! This has calmed me down some, I’m definitely gonna stay sober and try and keep my mind off of it

Hi all This forum doesn’t seem to be too active anymore but I’m desperate and will post anyway heh So, I seem to have developed HPPD from a single pill of ecstasy/mdma mixed with weed about 5 weeks ago. Since then, symptoms have gradually showed up and worsened. I have every VSS symptom, such as: snow, tracers, halos, starbursts, floaters, afterimages, etc. From reading on here it seems like those with LSD and Shroom induced HPPD have an easier go at it at recovering... it’s making me feel really down and hopeless. I think I’m going to be stuck with this shit forever and if things don’t improve I might head for the rope. My vision was everything, I live for travel and seeing the beautiful mountains and cities of the world... Now they’re going to be muddled with blurs and snow and afterimages. I know I’m sounding dramatic but oh my god I hate this VSS so much. Is there any hope for my recovery? I’m only 19 and I want to live but it feels like my life is over from one stupid mistake I made. It just seems like for MDMA it’s here to stay and progress into worse symptoms.