GarrisHart

Great to meet you as well brother, and thank you for reading my greeting post and my reply to your post, and for replying... I'm very excited about this whole forum and site, after just recently recovering from being in severe pain and being very ill I am finding my mind working better then it has in some time now so I decided to disseminate as much information to as many people that will listen now so that I get some of it out of my head just in case my mind clutters and fogs up again... It's also awesome to see that David S. Kozin is the creator, thank you so much David, I hope you're doing well. Quite a few years ago I met him on his FB page for HPPD and I was going to help with surveys and such then life happened on my end and I lost contact somehow. Then unfortunately life kept happening around every turn until an untimely raid on my home by the local metro task force, followed by a year and a day in prison then a year of probation... Fittingly my charges were for hallucinogens, lol, so anyhow I've been out and done with probation since summer of 2020... Now I find myself randomly researching on the internet and found multiple sites for HPPD that were new to me and this was the best one by far.....

I have many things to share with you about your post but I will start here with what stood out the most for me; which was the beginning of this seemingly simple and harmless statement. "I did not begin to manifest..." Manifesting is how one's consciousness directly creates one's reality from a result of your current beliefs; yes I am totally suggesting that you most likely created the HPPD symptoms from a result of the long duration of stress you experienced before you noticed the symptoms. You have to remember that energy flows where focus goes, meaning if you put your focus on negativity then the energy will flow into manifesting negative things into your tangible reality... So in turn the strange feeling that you describe as your surroundings being "alive" and/or maybe being a part of your mind; or in other words part of your consciousness, is just a newly heightened awareness allowing you to realize that you are directly creating your reality with your consciousness... Also fear is not real either, it's just a trick I swear... I.do have quite a bit more to share with you but would rather share in a private or direct message if you are interested to hear more that is. I hope to hear back from you soon and if not then, much love to you while you create the reality that you truly want to experience.....

Fear is not real, it is only a trick. And with a 1000% certainty I will say that from my personal experience with risperidone and a couple other psych meds combined with my intuition that the risperidone definitely needed to be stopped, as it can cause the symptoms you were having, and seroquel can cause them too. Also one of the most important details that helps a Dr determine between a diagnosis of HPPD and delusional psychosis is that people with HPPD are aware that what they are experiencing isn't real, which in turn can also exacerbate the symptoms of HPPD and possibly pushing one into a very negative thought pattern loop that is almost impossible to get out of... Always remember that energy flows where focus goes and our beliefs directly create our reality, and YOU are the only one with the power to decide your beliefs... Much love to you down the path leading you away from fear.....

Everyone has floaters naturally all the time and you are just simply experiencing a heightened awareness of your current floaters, and don't get me wrong at all because it can be very frustrating and terribly distracting to have to deal with that all day. Also the more you focus on your "symptoms" and anxiety the worse they'll be. I think the best plan of action is to calm down and get out of the fear/anxiety loop and then consciously choose to find more positive and productive things to focus your attention on, remember that energy flows where focus goes. Also, YOU are the only ONE that is completely in charge of YOU, and you are the only one with the power to decide how to feel and act at any given time that you choose... Much love to you on your journey to truly find yourself.....

First I want to thank you for your candid honesty, as this information makes all the difference in you receiving the best advice... Let me start with a little of my background before I jump into my advice/opinion, ok so I've been using cannabis medicinally practically everyday for over 20 years now, only taking a one year break while in prison, and my 1st HPPD "symptoms" started over 15 years ago... So for me personally the cannabis use has only ever helped my HPPD situation, but my intention with using cannabis was not and is not for getting "high" by any definition of the word. So my advice to you is to continue abstaining from cannabis use so that you have time to step aside from the situation and carefully reassess your intentions for why you TRULY want to use cannabis again. Lastly and possibly most importantly it is generally not a very good idea to ever chase down the past because unfortunately no matter how you try to do it, it just never works. Instead maybe try to take the positive essence of the past and use it to inspire a better and more positive future, essentially like a stepping stone to who and how you want to be... Much love to you on your new journey friend.....

Also, in the clandestine families that control the production and distribution of pure LSD it is not at all uncommon that the cost of joining such a family is by the initiates doing what is called a "thumbprint," which is when the initiates lick their thumb and then place it directly into a pile of pure uncut crystalline LSD and then licking and/or sucking said covered thumb... Buy the ticket 🎟 take the ride... Fear is not real and is only a trick... And most importantly there is currently no such thing as a lethal dosage of pure LSD known for a human... A famous documented example is of a federal agent who entered a known LSD lab during a raid without wearing any proper protective equipment and was accidentally exposed to over a quarter of a million doses at once with no serious life threatening issues and lived to share his story... Now granted he was never the same again afterwards and probably has what western medicine would consider an extremely severe case of HPPD related symptoms to live with indefinitely, but hopefully his view of the situation is a positive one so that he turns what many see as limitations into invaluable tools for navigating through life.....

1st of all I need to start this off by saying with 100% sincere honesty and with zero intentions of deceiving or bragging, as I am just sharing facts for educational purposes... I have been so lucky and privileged to have had multiple LSD experiences taking very large doses (and when I say very large, I mean between 5,000 and 7,500 micrograms) of some extremely pure LSD that came directly from a famous psychedelic chemist...

Hey everyone, this is my 1st time visiting this site so I decided to introduce myself in hopes of finding anyone and everyone willing to talk with me about all things HPPD. I've been living with HPPD for over 15 years now with absolutely no access to any medical professionals who have even the slight understanding or actual knowledge of what I am going through, and worst of all they don't even know any truthful knowledge of hallucinogenic substances what so ever... Thank you for taking the time to read this and I hope to find others to listen to, to talk with, and most of all to exchange new and helpful information with each other to live life more positively... - Sincerely, Garris