hi! don’t really know where to start.
i will say that i have only taken lsd once, and while there were some tough moments throughout it nothing specific bothered me.
i smoked a bit of weed during but nothing that made me feel bad, sadly i found out about hppd in the come down of my trip (i say sadly because it is CERTAINLY not the time to find out about this disorder) i didn’t have really any visuals on lsd but i took a pretty low dose from what i’ve read online, it wasn’t microdosing but it was a small dose.
important things to note
•i only have vision in one eye since i was 5 so i only have one eye to go off of with visual symptoms
•i was a daily weed smoker but had a panic attack after smoking about 2 weeks after i tripped, and obviously bc i was scared of hppd and knowing it can permanently make things worse i stopped cold turkey.
• lights take a minute to go away if i stare at them (i know everyone has this problem not just people with hppd)
• i do not have visual snow, tracers, or the bigger/smaller effect on objects, i also do not see things move at all, for which very grateful.
• i did have a mini flash back i think? the day after and for a couple days had very slight dr/dp (i have bpd so this wasn’t really new to me)
•currently, i have no dr/dp which once again i feel very lucky.
•i do have spikes? around lights but also i have a BIG history of eye problems and it looks just like an astigmatism.
•i also have been diagnosed with migraines (i have a family history of them with my mother having them and my older brother)
so i guess my question to you guys is, do you think i have it? i’ve been worried sick since i’ve found out about hppd bc it’s just worrisome. i want to know if i have it or not even though everyone has told me it seems as though there’s a 99% chance i do not. the heightened worry of maybe i have this prevents me from smoking or drinking, even though i don’t have many if ANY symptoms i need someone on here to give me their input. thanks!