psychedelian

in over 15 years only one person has ever done anything to help or offer support, eventually it was too much for them to handle and all they did was end up making it even worse.

ive lost everything because of my hppd and cant even hold my head up anymore, its caused me to loose everything. after 15 years of this that option starts not sounding so bad. No one will ever understand, no one will ever stay with you, someone might help one day but dont count on it for long, its a hard life to live and no one is going to put up with it for you. There is no winning this battle after a certain point, if your there you know it. Just accept defeat and do whatever, no one will really care. Get used to being alone.