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Ben 91

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  1. Hey there, just a quick background on me, I've had hppd for about 12 years now. I completely get where your coming from and the best advice I can give is to remember that you are very new to this and in time you will get more comfortable with what is happening. At first, with me, I would get this sense of rocking, like being on a boat, when I was trying to sleep. This was a very strange sensation and woukd freak the fuck out of me at first. I would and still do get a lot of what I would describe as visual distortions when I'm trying to sleep in a dark room, I'm sure you can relate, and if I'm honest for the first like 5 years I would sleep with a night light on to help with this. Today I still get a lot of these feeling but I don't notice them so much because I'm used to them. So just remember you are in the transition period between how you once were and how you are now. Time. Time is what you need, I think. The first 3 years where the most intense for me personally. I think because there was not a lot of help for hppd out there ( today I think there is more help with places like this, so use them) Also I just want to say to not get caught up in the thinking of 'I'm going crazy'' it's so fucked up'. I say this because I thought like that for a long time and in the end it only held me back. Things will change, you will learn to live with hppd, and maybe if you go about it the right way you will gain a strength that most people will never have. That's what I've got to say reach out if you need, your only alone in this if you want to be. B
  2. Hey guys, it's nice to meet you all. Thanks for the messages of support. Looking forward to getting to know you lot.
  3. Hello mth97, OK that sounds great. Let me know what you want from me and I'll do my best. Thanks, Ben.
  4. Hi people, first of I'll introduce my self, I'm ben. It's nice to find a community where I can talk about hppd. Little back story here, iv had hppd for 12 years now, started after getting into LSD and pyslocbin. Very hard first couple years due to the effects of hppd, I'm sure you guys get this. Then became hooked on smack to help me deal with it all,( worst decision of my life) after the best part of a decade I got clean in Thailand, and have been clean for over a year now. (BTW I'm from the UK) I have spoke to one other person irl that describes the same affects as me, so it is very cool to find this space that is built of us to share. Look forward to getting to know some of u guys. B
  5. Hi, I am interested in something like this. I have had hppd for 12 years and am willing to share. I have some concerns that maybe you can put at ease Mainly, what is the message you want to tell? is it anti-drug? I really don't want to be part of a narrative that I don't belive in. This is my main concern because as you said you have only had hppd for a year and for me the first 1-2 years where the worst as it's like the transition period between how you used to visualize the world to how you do now. This was super scary for me and I hated it, and that concerns me because if you are hating how this thing has changed you, then surly that will show in your documentry. B But that being said I am interested in finding out more about this project. So let me know
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