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Koolaidman

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  1. welcome to the dark side of random shapes, colors, and visual static . i stare at stuff all the time but i dont really notice things without doing so.
  2. I first started getting symptoms about 14 months ago, It is obvious that weed makes it more apparent, so i took a break off smoking for maybe 2 months. my symptoms went from having static as soon as i wake up and worsening throughout the day as i smoked. along with lots of very colorful and texture filled hallucinations when i got really baked. i was also into a hippy type of phase i guess and would meditate a lot while smoking. it was a very strong and different experience every time . i would also get morphing of walls or surfaces and other types of psychedelic experiences when smoking and still do. but anyways it went from living like that to pretty close to back to normal. when i take t-breaks the intensity of it goes way down. i basically just have static vision and i cant look at bright lights. if i look at bright lights the shape is imprinted into my vision for a few minutes, even just headlights and night time. and when i look at the sky there are tons of floaters, if i am not wearing my sunglasses. after a while of on and off smoking i took another longer t-break after deciding it had gotten too intense for everyday life. when i stopped smoking i began having other problems. lots of bad anxiety and i lost tons of weight. it made me very under weight i am not going to lie. i had a few weeks where i could have a panic attack at any moment it was rough. i tried to start smoking again but that also just triggered panic attacks for a while until i was prescribed hydroxzine which for me, was a low dose central nervous system depressant. a safe anxiety medication that is safe for kids too. it helped me out enough to level me back out and i have been smoking again since then. i dont still take any medication. but i smoke daily. nowadays i have those same floaters and light sensitivity problems, but not really any hallucinations. maybe just closed eye visuals when im really baked and tired. static comes occasionally but it is not bad. i still have some anxiety problems but nothing close to before having daily panic attacks. what bothers me mostly (not back then, but more recent) is i get incredible chest pain and hard fast thumping heart rate out of no where. which for me i am 18 and i have had lots of tests done because of this. it is very concerning and feels like a cardiology problem at times. but my healthcare officials say i am extremely healthy and write it off as anxiety. i actually have a zio patch heart rate monitor on as i type this that was prescribed to me just to make sure. but i do have a history with anxiety and it is much more likely. Hppd itself isnt that bad for me inparticular but overall i do think it plays a part into my anxiety situation. I would have replied this to my old post from last year but it says it doesnt exist anymore. I am pretty open to talk if u want to msg me something, go for it. i hope this gives some people hope or useful information.
  3. Has anybody else had encounters with a snake or other types of animal entities?
  4. hey guys I am starting a new channel where i talk about hppd, mental health, and maybe throw in a couple of stories here and there. maybe you'd wanna check out my first video where i am talking about hppd and what it is and some common symptoms. I also go over how i got my hppd and what its like having it. Maybe check out my personal story! looking for feedback thankyou
  5. Has anybody ever proposed the idea that HPPD is actually just DMT being produced by the body at levels higher than we are used to? For those that don't know, the body produces natural DMT from multiple locations in the body such as the eyes, lungs, and pineal gland. I have been experimenting a lot with my HPPD, testing how it works and smoking lots of pot. I've found that my hallucinations have become so much stronger and more intense. The hallucinations are very psychedelic and only hit while I am high or very tired. Which I have also heard is a link to DMT being broken down in your body, pinolin, coming from melatonin is thought of as a DMT booster? My experiences while high could look something like, very bright figures or animals coming along with a kaleidoscope of color and patterns. My highs are starting to look more and more like how people describe DMT trips, no longer this HPPD which came from doing LSD.I have also never had an LSD experience intense as these either. I still get very normal HPPD while sober with floaters and tracers but nothing too intense. I have not had any out of body experiences with my HPPD/+pot. But I do have these colorful shapes and kaleidoscopes as i have said before, and its not like how in a trip how things form to the wall or whatever surface there is behind it. They just form where ever they like and all over the place in what seems like their own plane of existence. And I can see both my normal surroundings and these at the same time. I have also gotten the experience where getting extremely high in a short amount of time can make my pov almost freeze over with a slight glowing color going over all of it and my vision becomes almost crystallized, way past the point of the normal visual snow or static effect. Has anyone else thought about this or maybe been through similar experiences?
  6. Am I to stop using drugs because of it bringing the symptoms of HPPD out more while I'm high or does it actually make sober me worse too?
  7. And just to note, I have slowed down smoking and am in the act of trying to stop completely. And also the entire time frame of this started in January when I first tried it.
  8. Hey guys I am completely new to this website and psychs in general, but I have been experiencing some symptoms of hppd and I think I could use some advice. I have taken LSD probably 6 times over the course of about 2 months. I took my first tab about 2 weeks before I "got into it" you could say. I tried it again about 2 weeks after the first time and then again later the next week after that. The next week after I had taken LSD twice in one week. Took a break for a week and a half or so then did it again. Then again 3-4 days later. Very irresponsibly, yes I know. That might have been confusing to read but the main point is that I did it probably too much in a short period of time. At least for someone that is new to it. I am 17 now, was 16 when started experimenting with LSD, and I do have prior mental health issues. Including depression, anxiety, and not fully diagnosed ongoing psychosis. I am a very heavy weed smoker and have been for months. It helps with pretty much everything, the depression /anxiety /psychosis. Now to get into the symptoms and what actually happened. Pls help About a couple of weeks after this I started noticing when I smoked i seemed like I was tripping, not the feeling but definitely the colors being vibrant and if I were really baked I could get a tiny bit of visuals. That went on for a while and it didn't bother me, I actually kind of enjoyed it. Didn't stop smoking even one day. And it started to get stronger over the next couple following weeks. It has only been a month since that last cluster of LSD I dropped. And now it has gotten to the point where if I smoke, it feels like I have taken at least 2 tabs. And when sober I have visual snow, and floaters, ATLEAST. When looking at things with patterns or a lot of texture mixed with the visual snow it is definitely too much. All of this has happened very fast and that's more the point of what is scary to me. I hear about HPPD coming on slowly, maybe months after your LSD dose, on top of heavy weed smoking making that worse. But mine has just happened so fast and that is one of my highest concerns. I have been researching about HPPD and all of my symptoms as much as I possibly can. Maybe you guys will be able to help me out or maybe I just fucked myself. And just to note I have never had a "bad trip" and all of my experiences with LSD have been positive, well of course other than what came after wards.
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