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1Mistake

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  1. Hey guys, I just wanted to explain how my HPPD affects me because I've read a lot of symptoms on several forums and I think I have some unique ones. Background info, I messed around with Hawaiian Baby Woodrose Seeds 2.5 years ago, I've taken acid twice roughly 1.5 years ago, and I have not stopped smoking weed since acquiring HPPD. (First noticed symptoms around a month after taking acid) Let me know what you guys think. I have all of the generic symptoms. I could go on and on but stuff like visual snow, tracers, after images, light sensitivity, varying degree of intensified colors, surfaces warping, closed eye visuals, etc etc. But here's some of the weird ones that I have. ---Orange and Blue outlines on the edges of every object. This depends on what angle I'm looking at the object at through my glasses, and I think it is a subset of ghosting. With my glasses off it's harder to tell the orange and blue lines are there, but when I put my glasses on and look at the object in the edge of my vision, there is either a very very defined blue or dark orange line. I generally can't see the orange and blue lines at night because it is only when there is excess light and high contrast in my surroundings. ---Vision shaking This generally happens when I'm mid smoke-sesh (with weed), or when I have anxiety. It pops up randomly and it's usually (almost always) when I'm looking down at my phone. I also feel this weird anxiety rush sort of thing when it happens. ---Edges of objects are less defines/screen tearing When looking at an object, the edges almost look like theyre tearing onto the surface that is behind it. I really don't know how to explain it, it's funky. Also, when I'm just going about my day, sometimes I get this screen-tearing like visual where it looks like the image in front of me was processed incorrectly, but it is always very very quick. This also may just be a result of afterimages making stuff look weird. ---Seeing Rainbows If I'm looking at a grid like pattern, or any repeating pattern for that matter and I half focus on it with my eyes, I see the pattern warp and turn into different blurry forms of itself, and I generally see this rainbow-y static that literally forms into rainbows on walls. Even while walking, I remember I had just smoked like 10 minutes earlier and I looked at the ground in front of me to see a faint rainbow trail on the concrete zoom in front of me on the path which I was to walk. Kinda quirky stuff. Let me know if you have similar odd symptoms, I would like to hear about them.
  2. Alright, so about 6 months back I dropped acid twice within the period of around 3 weeks. I had started to notice effects like visual snow and increased color vibrancy on my phone screen before, but I never realized it was HPPD until I went on vacation with my family for about a week. Since I had stopped smoking, my visuals increased and I started seeing text moving, and I had extreme anxiety from it. I got back from vacation, continued to smoke, and legit didn't notice the HPPD for 3 months. All I could notice was really the visual snow which didn't bug me at all. I stopped smoking again for 2.5 weeks for sports, and no exaggerated effects came back. I started smoking after the 2.5 weeks and over time I started looking up more on HPPD and got more anxious about the effects so I stopped smoking again. For the last week I've pretty much been an anxious mess with nicotine withdrawals giving me anxiety and exaggerating my HPPD and I've seen an increase in color vibrancy, trails, afterimages, minor breathing in walls, and minor closed eye visuals. I also can notice that if i stare at an object for more than like 20 seconds without blinking the object gets absorbed by its surroundings and it dissapears. What I want to know is if I will ever be able to smoke again without an increase in visuals? I've seen on a lot of threads that people are sent into a full blown trip and get really anxious when they smoke, but that has never ever happened to me. Smoking feels the same as it ever has. I just really want to know if I'll ever be able to smoke again. And even If I wait for the effects to die down almost completely, would it ever be worth smoking again or is it too risky that the effects would come back? Side note-- Nicotine withdrawals has easily been my main trigger for me noticing my symptoms, but I have found almost no where on the internet that anyone else had had this, except maybe one YouTube comment saying that HPPD's effects die down somewhat after around 2 weeks of the withdrawls. Just thought that was kind of strange.
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