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  1. I use meditation as well with a tibethan bowl. Work really nice for me. Started tonight instense meditation with tibetan bowl, feel much more connected with reality. With closed eyes, I'm able to limitate the random flashing lights form to simple dots. If it can help someone. Now I feel much more positive as I know HPPD is definitive only if you considered it is. If you understand that it's just a lack of a certain molecule in your brain, then you will be able to deal with it. The more positive you are, the better your HPPD will evolve. The opposite is also true. the follow extract is from this site (about healing with tibetan bowl) http://jevondangeli.com/tibetan-singing-bowls-the-ancient-brain-entrainment-methodology-for-healing-and-meditation/ "How do Tibetan Singing Bowls help in the healing process? It can be said that illness is a manifestation of dis-harmony within the body—an imbalance in the cells or a given organ. Since all matter is energy vibrating at different rates, by altering the rate of vibration we can change the structure of matter. Sound from Tibetan Singing Bowls entrain the brain to move into the Theta brain wave frequencies that induce deep meditative and peaceful states, clarity of mind, and intuition. The sound vibrations impact our nervous system, engaging our relaxation reflex and inhibiting the stress or pain response." As it is said all the matter is made of vibrating energy. I belive that people really sensitive or people who take a large amount of psychedelic products modify their vibrating frequencies (That's the origin of the snow in my opinion = pure vibration). We all have a certain resistance, the more sensitive you are (sens, emotions) the more you will react with the product and the bigger the change of vibration will be. Thus the brain need time to refill and to rebalance its chemistry. Depending on the amount of disorder (sensitivity x amount of products), it will take more or less time from one person to another. Since today I see HPPD as "trip under control" in the sens that your brain is still a bit under effect but you can try to control these effects. For exemple before taking mushrooms, I had the intuition that the whole universe was made of vibrating energy, now I experience it daily. I see it as a chance to understand the deepest nature of our world, and to communicate it to people who didn't reach this state of mind yet. I wish you to be strong and trustful, 50% (even more) of the cure is your mind set. NB: relating to vibration level, The earth emit a continous magnetic vibes called "Schumann resonnance" which are "extremely low frequencies (ELF) around 7.83 (fundamental),14.3, 20.8, 27.3 and 33.8 Hz". These different frequencies are exactly the same range as our brain's waves: - Thêta 4.5-8hz (half-sleep, hypnosis) - Alpha 8.5-12Hz (peaceful consciouness) - Bêta 12Hz (intense activity, concentration, anxiety) When you get on connection with nature (especialy walking with nude foot on the grass, you rebalance your frequency to the one of the earth. Thus I would advice to avoid high frenquency such as micro waves/ High Tension electricity/ WiFi. This are pur speculation, but I experimented interaction with electronic devices which works worst when I use them then myself. Hope it well help you somehow.
  2. Hey Guys, I'm have always been a big dreamer since I'm young (like remembering 2-3 dreams daily). I also experience few out of body experience, in the time period between sleep and awakeness, when your see your body and your soul kinda floating in the void and reconnecting. Also have a lot of "inceptions": You dream that you dream ect. Since I started meditation (3 years ago), these phenomenons increased. I also had a few lucid dream. One was like in minecraft I could move objects, creat new ones, interact with my surrounding . That was pretty pleasant. Since I have my HPPD, my dreams are much more related with reality. (discussion with distant friends that seems real, you dream about something that happens ect). But I also have more creepy dreams. This is one of them: I was above a kind of lac but artificial, with geometric forms. All my best friends were sitting each one on a squared island. I went to talk to them consecutively but they weren't friendly at all. I ended to talk with my closest friend. We were on a mountain and I said "look how the curves of the magmatic layers are nice" the I look at my friend and I saw a Mountain, but this mountains never ends and join the other side of the horizon like in a multi dimensional trip. Then I start to see pattern in the structure of the mountains with geometric forms such has the "structure of Universe" I saw while tripping (strangely my brain get more dizzy as I am writing about this experience). I woke up really scared as if my brain was definitely fucked up. But finaly I chilled and realize that it was normal after taking psychedelics to experience this kind of things. Here is my last experience: I'm pretty new with HPPD. I just had a trip 3 weeks ago. I'm quite sensitive and took mushrooms for the first time (half truffles box) but I had the "great" idea to smoke a joint like one hour after taking it. It result that both combinate into a really really intense trip. Ego dissolution, omniscience, Feeling to understand the meaning of the Universe, to be connected to the Universal matrice ect... The bigger part stayed 2 hours then slowy went down. I was super happy because since I'm born, I'm wondering about the meaning of all that surrounds us. Now I have some answers. I don't have too hard symptoms, only visual snows, a bit of trailing and after images when I close my eyes. I had also a bit of DR/DP feeling like when you don't feel your hand. Yesterday night I went raving for the first time since one year. I have never been a big consumer of drugs, mainly weed/alcool + a bit of MDMA. I didnt took anything except some biers. But they were heavy visuals (lazers) and 20Kw soundsystem. I was not confortable at all, the light stuff really fucked me up. When I went back home yesterday, I felt that my HPPD went worst. More visuals snow, afterimage even with the eyes open. The worst part was when I went to sleep. When I closed my eyes my brain randomly generates light pattern, flash images that mixed into an unpleasant kaleiscopic soup. I started to freak out, like "fuck I will get worst and worst". I sleept a bit, and when I woke up, I saw light pattern, a bit of fractal's light on the roof of my rooms, close to what I saw in the late part of my trip, which had never happened to me before. I decided to start meditation (I've been meditating daily since 3 months now). I was laying on my bed the body relaxed, fist closed breathing deeply to focus on the physical sensation of my body. Thankfully I have a tibetan bowl, whose sounds is well known for healing and to help in case of depression. I've been meditating nearly 1h30 while playing tibetan bowl. I applied it directly on my naked skin, on specific points called "Chakra". I had good feeling for one hour, but nothing really change. But suddenly, I saw a bit of light, I couldnt distinguish if it was "energy" or daily light. I decided to ignore it and continu my meditation for a while. This morning I'm in the same state as I was before the rave (bit of snow, less Dp/DR, less afterimages). So now I'm super happy, because I discovered a new way to help to cure this HPPD shit! Here is a link about tibetan bowls if you are interested in http://jevondangeli.com/tibetan-singing-bowls-the-ancient-brain-entrainment-methodology-for-healing-and-meditation/. I hope this will help you a bit and I wish you to be strong and trustful.
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