When I realized I had hppd, I had no idea what drug caused it. At the time I had been using dxm, ambien, and several psychedelics in the same period of time. I didnt know for sure that I had hppd, but noticed the symptoms during this time. When the binge came to a close, still, waving my symptoms off as residual effects or just how everyone sees in the dark. During this denial time I took both LSA and 25i-nbome. My symptoms stayed relatively the same. This was when I realized I had hppd. Reading about it i checked off symptoms. It had to be hppd. To this day i still occasionally use psychedelics. They are beautiful and great for the little time I have alone. I know that lots of people feel anger against drugs for giving them hppd. But hppd is made worse by stress and obsessing over symptoms. I find that by living life in the same way I did before hppd my symptoms rarely actually bother me, and sometimes some of the visual effects can be interesting. Me and my hppd dont bother eachother, and it allows me to live my life
