So here is my story- I'm 19 years old. Before my first (and last) acid trip I used MDMA maybe about 10 times without a bad experience. Well then I took the acid and had a textbook bad trip, it was the worst day of my life. Life has never been the same. I have (self-diagnosed) HPPD accompanied by DP/DR that comes and goes and varies in intensity. I haven't felt like myself for one second and it has been 8 months. Aside from nothing looking real because of the DR my visuals aren't don't hold me back from living my life. I only get really bad ghosting. I also have visual snow, starbursting/halos, after-images and flashing lights. The anxiety and depression have definitely gotten better. I just feel like I think completely different now and I lost my personality. I have horrible social anxiety. Sorry for the long post and bad paragraph structure as I'm on my phone (lol.) Anyway I kind of just had to vent to someone because what bothers me the most is I fear I will never recover. Can someone please tell me it gets better...