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  1. Thank you I truly appreciate it. That's good advice and it's exactly what I plan to do. Hopefully we both see improvement in the future. All we can do is keep on fighting.
  2. Yep. I continued to smoke weed for a while with it and it only seemed to get a little worse. But definitely no improvements. I really hope that didn't make it "permanent."
  3. I'm sorry to hear that! I'm pretty confident that it will get better as I am only 19 I don't want this to control the rest of my life. But like I said my biggest fear is never getting better. I wish there was a way to be able to tell such things...
  4. Also I forgot to mention that I supplement omega 3, vitamin d, st. johns wort, gaba and magnesium. All the while seeing no improvement in "brain fog" as I usually feel confused all the time.
  5. So here is my story- I'm 19 years old. Before my first (and last) acid trip I used MDMA maybe about 10 times without a bad experience. Well then I took the acid and had a textbook bad trip, it was the worst day of my life. Life has never been the same. I have (self-diagnosed) HPPD accompanied by DP/DR that comes and goes and varies in intensity. I haven't felt like myself for one second and it has been 8 months. Aside from nothing looking real because of the DR my visuals aren't don't hold me back from living my life. I only get really bad ghosting. I also have visual snow, starbursting/halos, after-images and flashing lights. The anxiety and depression have definitely gotten better. I just feel like I think completely different now and I lost my personality. I have horrible social anxiety. Sorry for the long post and bad paragraph structure as I'm on my phone (lol.) Anyway I kind of just had to vent to someone because what bothers me the most is I fear I will never recover. Can someone please tell me it gets better...
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