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HPPDboy

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  1. How can I stop this wavy vision & overly bright vision that makes my eyelids way more wide open than before.
  2. Right now as I'm laying in bed with the window open I am hearing the birds outside so vividly, similar to the ones i heard during my realization stage in my second lsd trip. I hear them all the time, even around 12 pm - 1AM when few birds are out.
  3. did you get flashbacks during these 11 days ?
  4. Definately is invisible symptoms, Thank you I am going to take your advice, I think I had dp/dr before lsd when i only smoked weed , like i felt high all the time wich i couldnt complain much it was weed, but now it's lsd and much less comfortable.
  5. Dope, I appreciate the positive news seeming how a lot of people on here can be negative.
  6. No unlike yours it came on right away, the next day i felt very disconnected.. probably a month later I tried to reverse my trip with a good one, tho it was colorful and less dark it only worsened it. I realize my behavior resembles my behavior when on the trip. After the first one I was very angry, after the second very quiet but thoughts raising. Now it's just a combination of both.
  7. I came to a conclusion that anxiety is simply fear , we cant give into it we have to fight it or it will swallow our energy, so we can call it and classify it as much as we want but it is simply fear, meant for overcoming & creating energy. I took 4 mg's of Xanax a couple days ago so dp/dr shouldn't be the issue for now, before it comes back i must face fears.
  8. I wanna say it's both. & Also I feel very isolated like Jim Morrison's Band members in "The Doors" & the guy on youtube who explains hppd also confronted this symptom and said he cant look people in the eye because then he gets an overall horrific image of the face, i feel the same.
  9. I find it very hard to look people in their face, just something about it that makes me look away. No visual snow or Hallucinations but some wavy-ness in the dark and right after awakening. Everything looks very flat as if its not 3 dimensional & I want to stress again how hard it is to look at people. Everything is very flat but intense. This is the outcome of 2 LSD trips, first one bad the other one good which I thought would reverse it but kinda just combined the both trips.
  10. I am extremely deppressed , I am never concious in social atmospheres I find myself thinking about it or denying it etc, I think I'm going crazy, I find myself responding very slow in conversation and in a way I think I'm going dumb, STRESS IS TAKING OVER, ANXIETY IS AT ITS WORST. 1st LSD TRIP: Worst feeling ever panic attack living hell. 2nd LSD TRIP: Gained up some positivity and tried it but found myself very confused and just staring at everything. I JUST WANT MY LIFE BACK AGAIN, MY NORMAL BRAIN , ACTIVE AND STRATEGIC, NOT SLOW SHY STRESSED AND ANXIOUS. People around me are just living life speaking & as they're speaking I wonder , where do you gain the confidence & mental power to speak so boldly? I want my old life.
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