Good morning!
Today I've remembered my first topic here. 4 years ago.
Well, After all this time, after everything I've did, after all I've cried, after everything I've hated, after all I've died, after all I've researched, after all I've took, after everything I've tried, after all my life have change, I'm just passing to say: "I'm finally better after all".
It will go better, don't blame yourself because of this. Let the time do your job, and stay out of all kind type of drugs (including medications and legal drugs).
I'm here if you need help.
Be great!