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ChrisAUHppD13yrs

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  1. Gill is right youre onto something mate, visual you make a big fuss about sinemet but the experianses of people including me make me seem as if you putting it up for sale I have no doubt it has helped you but its not on the par of klonopin or keppra! Gills coment is the first sensible comment ive heard on here in a while im not trying to make this personal visual but all the active members seam consumed with dopamine and its receptors and drugs will the ACTUALL PEOPLE HELPED BY SINEMET PLEASE STAND UP1. im sure dopamine plays a role but serotonin and achtlycholine and a lot of other shit play a role if not an immoreimportant one. nothing against you personally visual as you no I hate sinemet and value your posts but to be honest I feel at times your selling sinemet , and it could just be that sinemet helps just you and that's leading others astray as far as spending there time on more beneficial reaserch. please feel free to disagree. and yes I can be a pain in the ass chris
  2. CHEMICALLY speaking the normal multi b vitamins you but in complex are all bull shit synthetic rubbish ! to really get the right b vitamin and know the right dose you have to go through them individually and then find the best form otherwise your wasting your money on something that doesn't work! better to have one proper b vitamin for example methyl-cvnocobalmamin than regular cynocobalmamin there is a vast difference between then especially folic acid which is toxic and is in every bullshit b complex out there I did find a bottle made buy / cant remember it was on I herb they got the closest you do the reaserch start by reading dr.mercola's material and others if you really give a shit and yeah beside being on kepppra the b6 sold as pyrioxodine-5-phosphate or whatever it is cant be bother checking its no good for you and will give you a head ache just google the best food sorce containing the most b;s and pop that.
  3. ok guys its time for me to speak up there is so much talk on the new hppd online site of dopamine receptors compared to the old its getting f....ing ridiculous and have any of the so called related dopamine related or enhancing drugs helped anybody no! so letas cut the shit and the pseudo science and focus on what actually does and does not work does work : clonazepame : possibly keppra over long too long periods of time magnesium good for sleep helpd dp/dr and is harmless fish oil ones low in mercury and high in epa and dha Phosphatidle serine amazing for memory liquid pill orm powdered form from the same company didn't work for me Vitamin d3 is more than a vitamin its a pro hormone needed for a lot. lions mane very hard to find but helpfull and exercise that's basically it. ok shit that will mess you up: DXM resperidone focusing to much on dopamine and not on the correlation between the meds that actually work for the majority of people that are pro cholernergic lik alpha gpc and looking aT THE SEROTONIN CONNECION STARING US IN THE FACE ACTUALLY IM TIRED OF HAVING TO WRITE THIS SHIT sorry caps you guys just keep asking if its ok to smoke weed and keep focusing on dopamine and f...king sinemet which unless youre got parkasin related symptoms is shit! fuck im gonna ban myself from this site soon the people on the old site understood way much more or actually what I need to do is write another fucking post explaining one and for all all the things ive picked up for the last 15 years of research so I don't have to keep repeating what OTHERS HAVE SAID TEN YEARS AGO AND PPS WHY AM I SOUNDING SO CRAZY AND ANGRY IM TIRED FUCK HPPD AND OVER SCIENTIFIC DOPAMINE RAMBLINGS PEACE OUT. PPS IM TRIALY PREGNENOLONE SO WHOEVER WROTE ABOUT IT YES IT SEAMS ON PAPER IT COUILD WORK AGAIN LOW DOSE AS ITS A HORMONE WHAT AM I DOING IM GETTING THE FUCK OTTA HERER
  4. Yeah tried keppra many times and don't suggest anyone do what I did with those two medicaions very stupid having said that the main acion of keppra is its exctraction via the kidneys and yes mine have taken a beating over the years so the extra LOAD ON THE KIDNEYS I PERSONALLY CANNOT HANDLE HAVING SAID THAT I sorry caps , I believe that sinemet doies nothing positive for this condition I had to take a lot of clonazepame just to come back to baseline hppd so whatever it does for you that's great but its rubbish for me.
  5. I have a feeling that the sinemet may be working for you because it may be correcting some underlying parkensonian stuff has that though ever crossed your mind not that you don't have hppd but that sinemet is helping deal with other issues cause for me it makes me worse and feel sick as idont know anyone else having heard of succsess on it either im starting to think a lot of hppderes have a tendancy toward placebo! and im not just talking about sinimet which in your case is helping you but all the shit I read and try on here some meds are fucking awful for traditional hppd like ssri's and respiredone yet there are people on here who say they have succsess on them wtf? I don't understand maybe ssnri but straight ssri with no flare ups and riperedone you gotta be kidding me ! ranting . chris.
  6. f@$%&K woke up this morning and I feel retarted sinemet has messed up my brain more than smoking weed how this works for others I have no idea I have nothing positive to say who does this work for anyway is it only visual sinemet works for if so whats all the fuss this shit is horrible glad I have some clonoon hand ginna need it now just to get through the day! sick. chris.
  7. im in Melbourne Australia bro hit me up and ill try to help you just pm me you've gotta shop around most docs no jack all! you can get clono but it takes ime and the write info and docs.
  8. merkan please clarify how can we all be so different ? im amazed.
  9. hey thanks man I can certainly identify with the motion latency I actually never had a word for it until I just read that and straight away knew what you said I wish sinemt worked for me we seem to have some similar hppd related problems but it just does nothing for me am I dosing it wrong 2x 25/100mg a day? cheers chris. ps have you tried keppra bro did it help you ?
  10. I wouldn't count it out I have read three diferent reports on trileptal curing or helping people get rid of hppd that's huge so id like to know anyone else? please tell me your experianses : merkan Jay? any old hppd onliners remember the trileptal cure people what happened to them ? cheers chris.
  11. ok so after remembering some people had sucsess on a drug called trileptal I stubbled on another post from erowid someone saying trileptal took away there hppd can anyone else verify any more testimonies in regards to Trileptal as I may want to guinea pig myself has anyone here had sucsess on Tripleptal as some of the others please google what I mean ie trileptal hppd and you can find the erowid story. cheers chris.
  12. Ok so tonight I am just had it with this hppd shit so I decided to revisit the drawing board and down some sinemet and keppra together as my hpopd is so bad I almost cant see from the visuals especially the haze, so here goes over the last hour ive taken: 3 x 100/25mg pills of sinemet and 750mg of keppra if im gonna notice any effects its gonna be tonight otherwise im done with these two speculative meds! first of started of with the sinemet took it 30 mins apart from keppra to give it a run by itself ran all my own visual baseline test after 30 to 40 mins it has done nothing of notice on its own SHIT! ok time to add the keppra I know take 750mg straight of keppra which is a high dose for me and now I wait 2 hours will they do something together heres hoping. ok two hours have passed what have I noticed first of the sinemet on its own =nothing actually made my stomach kinda hurt and seamed to make my depth perception worse! now combined with the kepra something is happenijng its niot placebo vision is crisped more hd but visuals and fog still very much present ability to arrange my thoughts a little easier light adjustment still not good and damn my kidneys are hurting so bad damn keppra why must you be excreated through the kidneys drinking a lot of water now!. time to go out now and run some final tests and present findings of this stupid desperate study : ok conclusion these drugs for me have no real immediate effects for me like clono after three hours sinemet has done nothing and keppra is doing so crisping of my vision but in the short term its hurting my kidneys so bad I wish I never took it I feel quite speedy on the keppra sinemet combo visuals have changed by 20 percent but side effects outweigh any small gains still feel hppded up the tree and still tripping balls yet I am more focused and visuals have definatleychanged and my focus is much better though process wise but man my kidneys are in real pain!!! I can see for those who can tolerate it how keppra may be of some benefit in the long run but short term its to me of no use, so there you have it guys that's my stupid trial out of desperation for the night obviously my body cannot take keppra as its to taxing on my kidneys im not sure if a low dose of 100mg over some ime would be usefull either. damn only one thing left to do go to bed! pps: does anyone know what happened to all those people who had succsess on "{Trileptal "before everyone started raving about keppra has anyone had succsess on trileptal and is there a drug similar to keppra not excreated viua the kidneys or not so harsh that might hwelp calling all neuros out there. cheers Chris. !
  13. hey man I understand your need to find help I wish the best for you I just think nsi 189 isnot to be messed with im concerned for you I wouldn't want you or anyone else to get more screqwed up bro at the end of the day its your hoice but reaserch chems are serious stuff and I don't see good enough literature too want to jump in the deep end with this potentially dangerous substance I also am very sceptical of the group buy not so much of the buyers but of those selling it and shipping it saying its the real thing I hope someone gets it tested cause if there just ripping people of and giving false hope again im not against you or anyone wanting to get better just we need to try to be safe cheers chris.
  14. oh I forgot to add yes caffine can make people with hppd trip balls especially the first few years so its easy just avoid it and if you need get some l-theanine to have with it if your a big coffe drinker as that might help it take out the trippyness otherwise just stop taking it, cheers Chris. ps love you guys this condition sucks! shout out to all in Australia with this condition!
  15. hppd 24 years sorry to hear that man im going through some insane derealisation and visual fog shit too atm, but listen don't be afraid to try something that might help im a big beliver if you can live without taking any pharmacuticals with this condition you should I believe its easier to heal this way but sometimes its just too much!!! that's my relationship with clonazepame I hate it but sometimes I need it just to function you could just try a low dose of clono like 0.5mg and see if you get a little relief don't be afraid also use a little magnesium it will help and its non addictive as for keppra I don't know its to hit and miss for me but you may be different if I waS YOU ID GET HOLD OF A LOW DOSE OF CLONO AND JUST TAKE IT WHEN THINGS ARE REALLLY BAD THAT WAY YOUR NOT LIKELY TO GET ADDICTED sorry caps stupid keyboard! visual I really want sinemet to work but it aint done shit im taking 100/25 im gonna take two tonight and try again see if it works at all because if anytime is a good time to test it its now cause I feel im trippin balls. visual are you sure for you its the sinemet that's working are you on other meds? and how fast is the onset when you first took it like what did you notice the most ! thanks guys.
  16. just want to let you know you are playing Russian roulette with this NSI-189 I read the longevity forums and many scientific papers including pub med and you are messing around with a potentially toxic reaserch chemical we no nothing about really most of the reports I have seen are absolutely placebo ! this all started because I believe the movie limitless with its NZT has made people in he pharma world and those in the nootropic world throw good science out the window in search of the big elixir of life, I hope that after all the hype people who have used themselves as guinea pigs for this NSi don't end up any more f uped from the drug or cause more damadge to their brains and get worse hppd im not trying to be a joykill but I need to balane out some of the crazy posts I read on here and these so called group buys coming in packets of l-arginine has anyone had he money to have it tested it all sounds to nuts for me again im not trying to offend I want to find a cure too.
  17. I have taken it in capsulated gel form it hads beenone of a few supplaments that work get a good sorce and it will help with memory I hate wasting money on supps so I only report what works and it has really helped me but for some reason the non powdered form is much better you can also get it from eating sardines, its expensive stuff.
  18. its pretty effective but like anything you do build up a mild tolerance so just cycle it I don't take it every night just evry now and then and then have a break its very safe stuff you don't need to be going above 1000mg the normal dose of 300mg to 500mg is enough to help sleep and correct any deficiencies it works well with zinc although I don't take it with zinc all the time a lot of elements and vitamins work synergistically so you need to find out which forms are the best and most bioavailable and don't get supps with silconcond dioxside as a filler dangerous stuff .
  19. sorry I didn't mean to come of sounding hopeless, to answer some of you guys questions, clonazepame as I said works short term I think it mostly helps with the dr associated with hppd and the brain clutter as since having this condition ifind it very hard to organise my brain to focus or do simple tasks clonazepame is helpful for that the problem is tolerance buils up and you need to take more and taking more just leads to more memory loss and other side effects like vitamin d depleaTION AND LOWERING OF CALCIUM sorry capps, anyone on clono shold have there vit d checked and other things like b 12 also long term clono use causes depression I beliveby messing with the serotonin aspect of the brain I wont bore you with the pharmocognetics, all that aside its ok only for short term relief, its not a long term option. at merkan: if you can find a doctor who is willing to taper you off using valium and the ashton protocol your memory definatley does return its just the clono and maybe the keppre but once your of them memory comes back I know cauase ive experienced it. around one time last year when I was pumping up my tyre at a gas station I haD tapering of clono with valium for like 1 and a half years and I was down to a lw dose of valium and all of a sudden he hppd just lifted it was like it went back pre hppd I almost cried but then two minutes klater it returned F>>>>K. so I believe its possible to have your brain heal, exercise and omega threes and forcing myself to push thru social activities has helped things like walnuts fish oil and lots of water eat healthy providing good conditions for your brain to repair for memory phoshatidle serine has helped heaps it one of the few supps that actually works . im still trying to trying keppra and ill keep you updated so far its a nasty drug re rage side effects and makes me feel sooo nutty im also trying low dose pregnenalone as pharmalogicaly and theoretically it shoul help but hey afer so many yeaqrs im not sure any more. cheers chris. for visual : oh my worst symptoms are the dr its like im on acid small dose all the fing time! caNT FEEL MY HANDS AND Sstuff Like that, I have trouble seeing through car lights its like I cant filter light properly, I have a lot of geometric morphing everything in my visual field moves I have trouble adjusting to the dark at night and things seem2d all the time however color of thing like trees are very much inhansed I get a lot of light streaks and shadows it like im behing glass trying to look through into my own world but ive had to get used to it if anyone can suggest anything to help feel free., peace chris. pps visual I have sinemet and I have no idea how that helped you what has been the bes improvement ?
  20. no way bro I have taken everything under the sun pharma and non pharma in 15 years with this condition and magnesium is good and very very safe especially at 500mg doses just drink plenty of water and if you are taking the citrate version just be ready to make some extra visits to the toilet I take it before bed as it helps me sleep some may try to use it during the day I don't know if its any good in treating hppd associated anxiety but its very safe it will not increase visuals or dp/dr but then again everyone is different it shouldn't of all the rubbish supplements mag is a good and safe one for hppd imho. cheers.
  21. MSM is great stuff for joint pain if it can be tolerated it was kinda hard on my kidneys as I took the powdered form but I found it the best nsaid and I have no aversion to placebo , just drink lots of water with it and good luck.
  22. bad bad idea, its like playing Russian hppd roulette your symptoms start improving and than BaM! smoke a bowl and hppd full blown or worse than before smoking weed is one of the worst things you can do its like taking any other pyshcadelic its just not smart man, I could not even go down that path without having a full blown increase havent smoked weed since the onset and hope oi never do again, don't you want to get your brain back screw weed bro be safe.
  23. Hi Guys, I have had Hppd for 14 yrs now and it has been hard I have had better times and very low times, I got this condition from one trip of lsd and also prior to that was one mainlined mdma and some not so magic mushrooms! , first let me say I am a no bs type of guy and whilst the following list is my opinion I do not experience placebo something either works for me or doesn't feel free to disagree, I have been around a long time so I hope you who are new or old are able to benefit from my wisdom in some areas ok so first off I will tell you of the things that have helped and he things you should stay away from in my humble opinion that said I am not a doctor and I suggest you find an understanding nuerologist to assist you if you can afford it this will be lengthy but a good general guide as I have explored most pharmasutical and herbal supplaments and these are my findings: The helpful : Clonazepame: This has been a helpful drug for me initially and at high doses it has taken most of my syptoms away temporarily but the side effects of long term use and withdrawl make me wish I never started this medication in the first place, clonazepame after 4yrs of taking it initially created in me severe memory loss so much so I cannot sometimes remember what I did the day before or conversations I have had with people, it also depleats vitamin d which in turn has an effect apon your bones it also as a depressant tends to make one feel quite depressed and low mood so the pros and many cons must be wayed up I advise if you can do without it do so and you may be one of those lucky ones who goes into remission. valium.Xanax,nitrazepame,midazolam,temazepame all do nothing for viduals or dp/dr and tolerance build up quickly Keppra: unfourtunatley I saw no improvement visualy with this medication but must admit due to side effects such as keppra rage and the fact that its secreated by the kidneys means I was not able to give it a long shot but I saw no short term improvement. Sinemet: sinemet did nothing at all for me no help with dp/dr/or visuals I didn't think it would work and think its not the sort of med you want to be on long term having done much reaserch. Nootropics : all the racetames that deplete acetyl choline are bad for our condition I know many people tout them as wonder drugs but most is just hype and placebo one must learn to do proper medical trials reaserch to get to the real truth of some of these hyped up characters and yes ive tried all of the from piracetame oxi, ani, phenyl,coulrace and many others. Phosphatidlye serine : ok now this actually worked for me no effect on visuals but helped overall mental clarity and memory helped dramtically. melatonin: has not worked for me took it at 6mg as per the study see relevant paper by ms Swartz old site found that taking it can help memory but it seams to severly increase dp/dr. Pregnenolone: intresting hormone oral doses of it however made me have terrible headache pharmacologically I was hoping this one might work but so far no good. lyrica: good for nerve pain does nothing for visuals and will increase senation of dr . magnesium: very good sleep aid also calcium chanel blocker great for hppd sleep and overall good supplement with sleep benefits and no down sides. vitamin d : do have a blood test and see where your vit d levals are at as clonazepame depleats vitamin d taking vitamin d3 has helped mebut then again I had low levels and now have restored them by taking vit d3 capsuals. others : Zyprexa knocks you out and makes you fat no good at all. risperidon: this is the WORST medication for hppd almost makes an increase in visuals and dp/dr 1000% hate the stuff. ginko biloba makes my visuals worse. 5-htp awfull stauff made visuals worse. omega three via fish oil 5 times a day ery good provided it is not taken right before bed as it creates cns stimulation. l theanine - strange compound the verdict is still out on that one. caffine in high doses causes an increase in visuals. vincopocetine nothing bad nothing good. all ssri's and snri's increase visuals and seam contradictory for our condition. and many many nore actually to many including sodium valproate neurotin ect ect ect ask me if you want to know any other and ill tell you. exercise is great really helps but I find it may increase visuals temporarily as it did for me when my blood pressure increases nevertheless the benefits and the NGF from it out weigh the negatives. cheers Chris.
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