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Thanks Odisa. I actually used lsd 2 months before ayahuasca not 2 months after and was okay. Its interesting that you say Olanzapine helped others with hppd, I am on Olanzapine. (also called zyprexa) : ) I just recently stopped Olansapine, was fine, but then smoked weed a few days later and my visuals started again. So I don't know if I would have been fine forever if I wouldn't have smoked. So I am back on it for now and will never use marijuana again. sad thought. My visuals happen constantly. Its easier to manage when alone but around others my visuals go crazy and it is hard to think/talk because its so distracting. I think its because i have to think on other peoples wave lengths / be in a certain persona. My don't have depersonalization or anxiety. At first I had bad anxiety but it is completely gone now. My main symptom is everything will turn cartoony demonic, a cartoony perception of myself to were my hair is orange and my face is very white. (my hair is brown and my skin is tan) its very strange. My face when i laugh or do anything will flash cartoony demonic in front of my eyes. Sometimes it feels like I am wearing glasses when I do not wear glasses at all. I know that sounds very strange but it feels all very real and I can see it in my perception. Its like my imagination filters into my reality when before they were separate. Thoughts?

Hello Everyone. If you have any questions please ask~ At the moment I'm not quite sure what I have. Im not sure if it is hppd or just psychotic tendencies. My hallucinations started about 6 months after ayahuasca and about 8 months after lsd. (both only used once) I went to the doctors because i was really worried and he prescribed me an antipsychotic. I read that antipsychotics will usually make your hppd worse. But for me it completely takes it away to were i feel normal again. Thats why I think it may not be hppd. Plus I don't have visual snow, floaters, or wavy text. I see flashes of demonic faces, the color red on everything, see my face flash a grey blue. Does that sound like hppd? And like i said it didn't start till about 6 months after ayahuasca and progressively got worse and worse as time went on. Sound like hppd?

thanks mates! really good information. At the moment I'm not quite sure what I have. Im not sure if it is hppd or just psychotic tendencies. My hallucinations started about 6 months after ayahuasca and about 8 months after lsd. I went to the doctors because i was really worried and he prescribed me an antipsychotic. I read that antipsychotics will usually make your hppd worse. But for me it completely takes it away to were i feel normal again. Thats why I think it may not be hppd. Plus I don't have visual snow, floaters, or wavy text. I see flashes of demonic faces, the color red on everything, see my face flash a grey blue. Does that sound like hppd? And like i said it didn't start till about 6 months after ayahuasca and progressively got worse and worse as time went on.

Hello Dear Friends, DId your hppd start out full blown symptoms or did it progressively get worse over time? I feel like mine got progressively worse as time goes on. can anyone relate? Thanks!