Jimmyd912

Well hello everyone, I guess I will just start with the beginning. Back when I was 16 I used to experiment a lot with DXM, I mean... ALOT. I used it every other day in massive amounts for about 2 months straight, after that tolerance kicked in and I had to stop. About a week after I started bingeing I remember reading something online about HPPD, about how people could hallucinate ALL THE TIME. At the time I thought that it was a bunch of crap for people to get free medicine from the pharmacy. Just another "Disease" like ADD that people would claim they or their kids had so they could get a prescription. Soon after I stopped DXM, I was looking up things that would make me hallucinate because I had never really had any good OEV's. I stupidly went to the store and bought a bottle of DPH because I figured "What the hell, could be fun." After a few trips and seeing some ghosts and people walking around my room, I decided to take a really high dose (1500mg) and had an absolutely terrible trip. I stopped taking that right then and there. That is when I first started noticing some persistent hallucinations. I didn't assume it to be HPPD though because I figured that they were just things I didn't notice until now. I also started to have a bit of a feeling that things weren't real, but it was insignificant. It died down after a few months to where it wasn't noticeable and I forgot about it. More RECENTLY I've gotten into shrooms. I did 4g 2 months ago and had a great trip, super fun and a lot of cool visuals. No real noticeable visuals stayed with me after that though, I felt pretty normal. But about 2 weeks ago my friend sent me some 4-ho-met and said it was a lot like shrooms. I really enjoyed my shroom trip so I figured it was worth a try. I took all 30mg he sent me and after about 20 minutes I started getting some intense visuals. Light spectrums, morphing, dots everywhere, cartoons when I close my eyes... All the goodies. It has been two weeks since I took the 4-ho, I still have strong morphing going on, I see random things floating around in the dark (the darker it is, the more I see), When I am typing on my computer, I can see the screen breathing, and sometimes my text wiggles around a bit. Last night I was trying to go to sleep and had my eyes closed, when out of nowhere I saw this lady screaming at me in black and white. It was pretty high detailed and it freaked me out so i stayed up a few more hours. When I look at my sister, if I look at her for more than 5 seconds now I start to see a very distinguishable glow around her. This is how I knew that I had it, this last symptom. So that's my poorly written story and if you have followed it up to this point, bravo. If not, I don't blame you. I have had strong symptoms for 2 weeks now and I don't see any signs of them subsiding.