silas.lang

i`ve had hppd for 20 years...recently diagnosed...never knew what was wrong...why i was different..and couldn`t understand why i was seeing these things...i went to school with it from14 years old onwards and never told anyone about it till i was twenty six......at first it was distressing...scary..and several times i`d tried to take my life....but through it all....i left school...walked into a very dangerous job and kept my wits about me....hallucinating heavily and standing on a small metal beam 400 metres from the ground...don`t know much about anyone else or how it differs for them.......comments please....help me out a little....appreciated...thank you